Out of the Mouth of a Babe

"Knowing all the good that has come of it, I wouldn't change it for the world." How many of us can speak these words in the middle of a difficult and terrifying time? To be honest, I'm not sure that I would be able to. But, these words came out of the mouth of a 15 year old boy tonight as he spoke of all that he and his family have been going through since he was diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor several weeks ago. Amazing. He spoke of the impact his medical condition has had on his relationship with God, his family's relationship with God, and even that of those who merely hear his story. And it's true. I have been deeply impacted by his story. His faith, his perseverance, his compassion, have truly been an inspiration to me.

Several weeks ago he was brought on stage at church and asked specifically how we can pray for him. What was his answer? Please pray for my mom because she is really struggling with this. Wow. Even in the time of his greatest need, when he would be most justified to live selfishly, he was thinking of others. It reminded me of the story in Luke where Jesus cried out to his Father, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing." After being abused and ridiculed mercilessly, when He was most justified to feel anger and resentment, Jesus was pleading on his abuser's behalf. What an immeasurable selfless act. I see that same character in this young man.

Every time I hear a bit of this young man's story, my eyes fill with tears. Though part of it is sadness, most of it is pride. What an amazing, godly man. What an example he is to everyone, both young and old, of what true faith is. I can only hope and pray that my own son will be as godly as he is.

I also hope and pray that I will be a godly role model to my children, just as this young man's mother has been to him. She has poured endlessly into her children's lives; teaching them godly principles and helping them develop the character we see exhibited in this young man today. I am inspired by her to be in such intimate relationship with Christ that my children can't help but see Him in all aspects of my life. And I pray that as I walk the path of parenthood and I am faced with difficult situations, that I will lean on Him and rest in the assurance of my Heavenly Father.

Thank you for your leadership Kilhoffer family!